No Mo. No Bronson.
I have never been so bored in my life!
Yes….moms always want (and need) time alone. But in my moment of solitude, I realized what a huge chunk of my life and happiness truly center around my kids. I live daily to help them grow into the young men they were born to be.
The house was empty and so was I.
I had a car with a full tank of gas in my driveway. I never left.
A closet full of sassy clothes. I stayed in sweats.
All my friends were in town and ready to hang out. I sat on my couch.
Food in the fridge and great restaurants surrounding me. I ate a pear and kettle corn.
And though this might sound dull, knowing Mo and B would return tomorrow, I was completely happy.
After watching Twillight Eclipse (TEAM JACOB) I wandered into each boy’s room and inhaled their scent and thought deeply about what I want for each of them.
The answer came easily.
I want them to find the 1 thing they live every moment for;
the 1 thing that when it’s gone, they feel empty;
the 1 thing they wanna make the right choices in life for;
the 1 thing they can’t live without.